Di kita iiwan…

Posted: November 21, 2011 in Failures & Success, Memorable Events, Personal
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Why it’s so hard to see the one you love crying because she /he was left behind!? It’s more painful watching him / her crying because he / she was hurt by the one he / she loves. Personally am just wishing that I could be that someone who will be there for that someone I loved the most during the time I saw the tears that are in the eyes of that someone I love. Just like any other guy who have experienced this strange feelings and no matter how I try to let go but the feeling remains. Painful to admit but I tried to let go of what I really felt but sad to say that the roots of this strange feelings keep on holding deep down inside my heart.

I know it’s wrong to wish something bad for them, it’s wrong to wish to have that someone you love to be with you instead of being with him. No matter how I tried to understand but my mind keeps on refusing to understand…my heart keeps on telling me that I was hurt…my soul keeps on desiring that special someone I loved to be with me…but no matter how I tried…I am just simply an ordinary man, I am nothing special, all I have is this strange feelings they called LOVE.

How wish that I could be that someone who will be there for that someone special those days when tears are falling. How I wish to be that someone who will care when nobody cares. How I wish to be that someone who will extend a hand when it’s badly needed. How I wish that I could be that someone who will wipe the tears. I just want to show how much I care…I just want give love more than I think I could give…but I am simply an ordinary friend for that someone I love…I am simply that someone…nothing special and can never be with that someone I really loved. If only I could be that someone who could give the love that you been searching for…

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