Archive for September, 2011

Do you think it’s law of nature that when you love someone that someone loves someone else? I’m sure most of us can relate things like this. Just like an ordinary person, I fallen for someone who love someone else. I keep on saying that I really have to say goodbye and to focus for myself, love myself more than the love I gave to that someone special. I don’t have to say much but this song is telling of what I really felt inside.


It’s hard to say what you really felt inside to someone if that someone only expect you to be a good friend. It’s quiet sometime that I know this someone, expecting me to be a good friend, expecting me to be there during the troublesome but how I wish to have this someone to love me and to care for me.

I keep on fighting what I really felt coz I don’t want to ruin the friendship and I am afraid lossing this someone I love. Keeping what I really felt makes me weak, it losses my direction in life, it makes me forget who really I am. I been a fool. I keep reaching the hand of this someone I love but everytime I open up arms for this someone I love, I just realized that I was left behind.

It’s hurting me…I can feel the pain but I have no reason why should I act and why should I feel this way coz I am just a FRIEND and nothing else.

I wish those arms will hug me. How I wish those eyes will tell that it cares. How I wish those hands will hold and will never let me go. How I wish I am a part of those sleepless nights, dreaming of forever but I am just a friend.

I been a fighter for my whole life. I been fighting just to have what I want but is it worth fighting if that someone you love tells you that giving up life is easy just to have that forever with another guy!?

All I desire in my whole life is to have that someone who will LOVE me, who will care for me and willing to give up life just for me but I how wish to be the only man in your life that you will keep forever.