…coz I am JUST a friend.

Posted: July 30, 2011 in Failures & Success, Memorable Events, Personal
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“Pag lumingon ka, akin ka!” I remember this line from the movie “In the name of Love” starring Aga Muhlach and Angel Locsin unfortunately when I use this line for that someone special, I saw them happy walking without turning back away from me. 😦
There are times that no matter how hard you try to placed yourself in front of that someone special when he/she is in love with someone else and you are just contented watching them happy, seeing them as if they own the whole world, seeing them happy…will you still push yourself just to have that someone you love? will you just keep the pain inside of you or will you fight the uncontrollable feeling in your heart?
It’s hard to say that you want to fight for that love if that someone special showed you that he/she is happy with someone else and he/she can’t be happy with you. You just keep yourself, hiding the real pain inside your heart. Is this love? But why it keeps on hurting me? Hearing their laughter that is slowly killing me, and I choose to leave instead, no matter how I tried to be okay.
How can you let go of that someone special when you know that he/she gives life to you? Somehow the reason why you live!? Is it this easy to forget when you know that he/she’s been part once of your life?
Sometimes I went to quiet places just to pour out that heavy things inside my heart, crying out so loud, drowning myself with my tears but when everything seems to cool down, still I realized that I am still alone. Letting go of what you felt is the hardest thing when it ended before it begun. I can never be that someone special coz simply…am just a friend.
  1. cis says:

    nakakarelate ako.hehe

    • arjhay says:

      Hi thanks for the comment! Nakakarelate ka kasi siguro pareho tayong minsan naging tanga sa pag ibig. 🙂 Hope you keep on coming back here, thanks!

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