In Love…again!?

Posted: July 28, 2011 in Failures & Success, Memorable Events, Personal
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It’s been a while since the last post I have in here and it’s almost three years since the last time I talk about my love life. It’s quiet interesting that there are lot us who can relate to my story, actually it’s just an ordinary love story but it’s my real story falling in love with a friend but sad to say I fall in love for the person whom can never be mine.

For the past three years, I have moved on and I can even laugh to myself for what I did for that someone I love most. Our love story ends up…I mean my love story because it’s my one great love, it’s mine not ours. I even forgot myself for the sake of that someone but sad to say it ends up that am still single but HAPPY. Talking about happiness, yes I am happy with my life right now and I guess I am fallen again to a friend! Oops! I knew it, you are raising your eye brow right now while reading my post. Yes, you read it right. I might in love again to a friend. I am wondering why there’s such a feeling like this and why to a friend again!!?? As much as I don’t want to fall in love but I can’t help myself. This would be another problem with me and am sure about it, it’s gonna be a dramatic moment with me.

 

For three years I keep telling myself “You should not fall in love” “You should not fall in love” “you should not fall in love!” but there are times that my mind is telling me that I am right. I should try to fall in love again. Yes, this is it but am not yet ready to fall in love again. I don’t think this person is the right one because of some reasons; committed, just a friend (as what my heart says), super in love with other person (absolutely not me) but I can’t rid this person out of my mind and I just don’t want to experience the pain again. Why I am afraid of love?

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